Archive for October, 2006
I tried to blog earlier on my phone, but I couldn’t. After I finished typing whatever I wanted to type, I’d get an error message. Grrr.
Anyway, new week, new time. What’s different? A few things. I’m no longer attached now and it feels pretty liberating. I’ve still got a few things I’m peeved about it, but it’s not worth typing.
I’m trying to look for housing when I return, but nothing really good has come up. There’s two prospective rooms available right now, but I think I’m going to wait until the end of the week to decide where I want to stay. Wherever it is, I want it to be on Southside. No bus to school for me, thank you.
Sometimes, I don’t feel like writing about trivial stuff because I know that a lot of the Despair comments will be something like, “Oh, good luck on exams!” or “Aww, that sucks.” I’m sure that I’m prone to saying stuff like that too, but I’m more interested on what people really have to say instead of wishing me luck, ya know?
Hopefully I’ll get it up soon; I’m planning to put random quotes underneath the large picture. I have a few good ones that a coworker put onto a sheet that I think is worth sharing, but I don’t want to paste it all here. :tongue:
Alrighty, so I’ll leave with a question for the readers: What is your biggest fear and why has it become a fear? (If you know, that is)
Thirteen Things about Maria
1. I punish myself through pain.
2. Relationships require work, yes, but how much is it worth?
3. Stupid snickerdoodles! Arg!
My batches didn’t turn out right due to the recipe
4. My momma’s funny. :tongue:
5. I like saying the word “momma” and “yogalates.”
6. Gluttony (food, not drinking) is my favorite sin.
7. Amateur BJ Catholic Girl
Nickname I recently acquired
8. Logan!
Was in Stars Hollow
9. *doo doo doo do doo do, do* *kaboom*
From the game Mario Overrun
10. Curious George, eh?
My friend is quite curious at the moment
11. Baa baa black sheep…
My friend is the supposed “black sheep”
12. Fuck.
Stress, life, stress, school, stress.
13. Hahahahaha. Federline got his ass whooped.
He showed up on WWE in hopes of promoting his album
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It’s been a long, sleepless week for me. Lots of things are running around and I’ve yet to deal with them all, sadly enough. I had two exams this week; both have sufficient results. But in the midst of studying, I chose not to sleep as often or as early as I should’ve, so it’s been long.
And that’s just one issue.
Life just seems like one big humungo rollercoaster. It starts off pretty good, ya know? Then you go through a couple loops and fast turns. It’ll give you a break sometimes… when it’s climbing up the steep hill where it’ll just let you fall at a tremendous speed. The sad thing is, you can’t do anything to change the pace or speed of your rollercoaster; you just gotta take it for what it’s worth, whether or not you’re happy with some things, like having a bird smack your face or ducking before you hit that tree branch. (Unrealistic in a real rollercoaster, I’m sure, but you get the idea)
A friend told me this week that I’m trying to grow up too fast. For me, I think my fun time is over, at least for now. I don’t want to act foolish or stupid. I want to make decisions in my life that are good, that are beneficial, and every now and then I’ll let a foolish one slide. Most importantly, I want to be a good role model. To whom, I don’t know yet, but you have to set examples in order to be one, right?
Life is always going to be a mess, and even if you try to clean it up, it’ll fall apart again. It reminds me of the video/DVD section in the children’s area of the library. No matter how much I try to organize it and keep it tidy, a whole mess of kids and their families will come within the next hour and mess everything up. Except I want to do it anyway.
I’m not sure if this blog had an actual purpose. I’m just spewing thoughts out for now. I do have something else I’d like to talk about, but that can wait for another blog.
Good day to you all and God bless.
Why is it that when you have a problem with someone, you don’t always talk about it with the person you’re having the problem with? You end up talking to someone else, either looking for advice or just a place to let out your feelings. Then that person becomes too close, you end up having issues, then run to someone else. I think I mentioned something like this in a previous post.
Anyway, I’ve got a busy week coming up. There’s a midterm on Tuesday and Thursday, Psych and Anthro, respectively. I’ve also got some stats homework I need to get done with my group, as soon as we figure out what we’re going to do. I’ve also got some other errands to take care of, etc. It’s a stressful time right now and I’m just happy for the moments during the day when I can smile or laugh. :blank:
I’ve been falling off the movie reviews and such because I’ve not the time. :frown: I have a bunch that I’ve saved to my computer to watch a later time, but keep renting more, so the list piles up. Right now, I’ve got Imagine Me and You, Sideways, Caché, and a couple more movies that I need to watch.
I’m sure I had something more important to discuss, but I can’t think too much of it right now since I’m a bit sleepy and tired. Anyway, I’ll finish this short to go continue studying for Psych. Good night all.
I’m still young and still growing. I think I’m old enough for some things, but I’m not. It took one drastic hole in the wall to understand why and how I need to grow up.
I’ve always been angry at my parents. If they ever asked me to do something I didn’t like or mentioned something I didn’t want to hear, I’d get a scowl on my face and be cranky the rest of the day or night.
I used to think that I didn’t have enough freedom to do what I wanted, but that’s not entirely true. Sure, I can’t go out as often as I’d like, but honestly, there aren’t very many people I need to see. When they ask me to do something, it’s because they care. The bottom line is: my parents love me and only want the best for me.
I don’t need to be angry anymore. I don’t need to hold onto these teenage ways, to be rebellious and full of angst. I understand that all they want is for me to be happy and for me to establish a strong, independent future. I’m not a true talent in anything really; I’m not that great a web designer, I can’t sing like Mariah Carey, I’m not some genius. I’m an average Joe-ette (female version of “Joe”) and an average like me needs education to fall back on.
Anyway, thought I’d share a bit of what I learned in the last few days. Off to study! 
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