Sleep deprivation and that is life. (8)

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It’s been a long, sleepless week for me. Lots of things are running around and I’ve yet to deal with them all, sadly enough. I had two exams this week; both have sufficient results. But in the midst of studying, I chose not to sleep as often or as early as I should’ve, so it’s been long.

And that’s just one issue.

Life just seems like one big humungo rollercoaster. It starts off pretty good, ya know? Then you go through a couple loops and fast turns. It’ll give you a break sometimes… when it’s climbing up the steep hill where it’ll just let you fall at a tremendous speed. The sad thing is, you can’t do anything to change the pace or speed of your rollercoaster; you just gotta take it for what it’s worth, whether or not you’re happy with some things, like having a bird smack your face or ducking before you hit that tree branch. (Unrealistic in a real rollercoaster, I’m sure, but you get the idea)

A friend told me this week that I’m trying to grow up too fast. For me, I think my fun time is over, at least for now. I don’t want to act foolish or stupid. I want to make decisions in my life that are good, that are beneficial, and every now and then I’ll let a foolish one slide. Most importantly, I want to be a good role model. To whom, I don’t know yet, but you have to set examples in order to be one, right?

Life is always going to be a mess, and even if you try to clean it up, it’ll fall apart again. It reminds me of the video/DVD section in the children’s area of the library. No matter how much I try to organize it and keep it tidy, a whole mess of kids and their families will come within the next hour and mess everything up. Except I want to do it anyway.

I’m not sure if this blog had an actual purpose. I’m just spewing thoughts out for now. I do have something else I’d like to talk about, but that can wait for another blog.

Good day to you all and God bless.