It still haunts. (11)

21.06.06

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I made a mistake a little more than a year ago. Well, two that year. And to this day, I’m still haunted by them and still scared of what I was capable of doing. It’s as if I killed someone and can barely live with the fact that it was done by my hands.

My biggest fear is that I’ll do it again. The mistakes, I mean. “History repeats itself.” But I don’t want to repeat what I did. Then again, I get those pangs of temptation to do so. I’m afraid that one day, I’ll slip up again.

I think I need a rubber mat beneath my feet.

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Alicia remarked:

Wednesday, June 21, 2006 @ 10:04 am GMT-8

uhhhhh, what?
Chelisse typed:

Wednesday, June 21, 2006 @ 10:12 pm GMT-8

uhmm ya are u ok maria
Julie expressed:

Friday, June 23, 2006 @ 12:31 am GMT-8

Hmm, if you know your mistakes and are afraid to repeat them, you’ll conciously keep yourself from doing that, won’t you?
Olivia shouted:

Friday, June 23, 2006 @ 12:36 am GMT-8

Awww! That’s depressing, but you know if you’re aware of it you can stop it from happening again. Plus you could get someone to help you? I’m not sure, it’s tricky when you don’t know the full story. But I hope things won’t go downhill. Anyway I adore your image header. Where’d you get it from?
Monica replied:

Friday, June 23, 2006 @ 5:44 am GMT-8

Hey, I hope you don\’t feel so depressed soon! Whatever it is you did before, with will power you can do anything. And of course, you have the Mighty Creator on your side too, so that helps as well. Cast all your anxieties onto Him, because He cares for you.
Sharon commented:

Friday, June 23, 2006 @ 10:34 am GMT-8

I’m sure if you believe in it you will not do it again! If you are still haunted, i suggest that you need to have someone to talk to. It’s NOT cheezy or anything. Please take care! muah
jenny responded:

Saturday, June 24, 2006 @ 2:10 pm GMT-8

aww :frown:
well I hope everything turns out better!
Alicia typed:

Sunday, June 25, 2006 @ 2:50 pm GMT-8

Thanks

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cameron responded:

Monday, June 26, 2006 @ 2:43 am GMT-8

Hey Maria!

Wow i love the smilies there in!

last time i tried coming to your site it didnt work!! :yell:

hey i came to ask you is abut my hosting, and if you could check if i have used up my 30 mb, because when i try to upload my latest graphics its saying that the disk space is full! So i was wondering if you could upgrade my capacity?? let me know ASAP!!! lol

it means heaps!!

keep on with the good work MAria

from Cameron
Jemese expressed:

Tuesday, June 27, 2006 @ 3:37 pm GMT-8

Well I understood perfectly what you said. I’ve made plenty of mistakes. Huge ones. And I know how it feels to be worry that I’ll make them again. We’re probably talking about 2 different things totally but just wanted to say I understand .
Olivia declared:

Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @ 1:06 pm GMT-8

Thanks! :cute: