Redemption

06.05.06

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Lately, I’ve felt as if I needed to make things right with people. I tried with one, but I have no idea how that’s going to go. I ended up calling another today and I apologized, only to figure out that my apology had been expected months ago. Oops. :ouch: What really sparked the call today was sitting in the BART only to see a bunch of baseball fans. Another friend, now lost, likes baseball a lot, so all these people made me think of him and how I wish I should’ve done what I should’ve done to prevent this loss of a great friendship.

:blank: I hope that made sense.

Anyway, school has ended and finals are coming up. My first isn’t until Saturday, so I’ve got quite some time to study. I can’t believe it’s over though. I know, a cliched phrase, but it’s always true. I remember that this time last year, I was doing a bunch of different stuff. I had just gotten back from my trip to Europe and then had to study for the AP tests. Oh and not to mention the fact that I was still frantically trying to find a prom date since my ex-boyfriend and I had just broken up the month before. I just didn’t let anybody know that I was desparate, although I’m sure a few knew. :tongue:

I’ve been adding stuff here and there to the site. It’s not much, but I guess it’s something. I’ve added an interactive section so if you have an opinion on any of the listed topics, feel free to send one in. I’ve added a collective to show you guys what I run. I have three fanlistings not hosted here, so I have to find a way to get them on the site without moving them.

Well, I’m tired now, so I’m off to bed. Good night folks and thanks for tuning in.

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Irene expressed:

Monday, May 8, 2006 @ 1:19 am GMT-8

I understand your need to make right whatever went wrong with certain friends. I’ve tried that numerous times with my former best friend even though I wasn’t the one in the wrong. I’ve never been able to just let what happened go I suppose. Unfortunately, there are friendships that just cannot be salvaged. It’s a very sad realization that I was finally able to come to… I hope whatever happens in your situation is more positive. :heart:

And yes, that did make sense.
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hutzi declared:

Monday, May 8, 2006 @ 7:56 am GMT-8

I wish you much luck for your finals…I’ve always hated them :sayfuck:

yay…and I think my hamster is doing quite good
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Chibi remarked:

Monday, May 8, 2006 @ 1:26 pm GMT-8

i :heart: you! sorry for waking you up a couple of days ago.

:heart:
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Alexine announced:

Monday, May 8, 2006 @ 3:05 pm GMT-8

What matters is that you called. I\’d feel wowed if a friend of mine called me just to apologise o.O;

Good luck on your APs though, I hope you do well!
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Angelina voiced:

Tuesday, May 9, 2006 @ 12:36 pm GMT-8

Argh, I hate exams and AP tests. I didn’t even take my Psychology AP exam… since that’s optional and will do good for your college stuff, and all. Anyway, good luck studying for the exams and all when they start coming up. Trip to Europe? You got to go to Europe? Lucky you! Damn. Haha. sorry to hear about you and your boyfriend, but hey, plenty of fish in the sea, ya know that ;]
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Abby voiced:

Tuesday, May 9, 2006 @ 2:44 pm GMT-8

I\’ve felt the same recently. It\’s hard to forgive people and even harder to repair a friendship when it\’s already ended. It\’s great that you\’re at least trying. Congrats on the extra study time, and hopefully it will make a difference in your final grades. I really like the extra stuff that you\’ve added to your site. Interaction areas are always fun and those pictures from your trip to Europe are gorgeous. It really makes me want to hop on a plane and head to Versailles.
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krizza responded:

Tuesday, May 9, 2006 @ 7:05 pm GMT-8

i can never go to sleep knowing that someone is angry at me… so yes, apologies are always best. even when you’re not the one at fault, try to be the good one and just say that you’re sorry… this can make the otehr party guilty and say sorry to you too…

exams are evil. that’s all i can say. but the feeling after taking them all is… wonderful.
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Tina commented:

Tuesday, May 9, 2006 @ 10:44 pm GMT-8

Thank you for the Happy Birthday
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