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:saysigh: I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I’m so lost right now. I don’t know what I really want. I mean, sure, I want to have fun, spend time with friends and all that other good stuff, but what do I really want to do?

I spent a whole year, a total of 9 classes, and I can’t come up with a good enough reason as to why I chose the major I did. Sure, I think it’s a fun thing to do, to make chips, to solder. Except, do I want it enough? Is it my passion? I thought it was, but how am I sure? I’ve taken two math courses, two computer science courses, two physics (for engineers) courses, one P.E. classs, one comparative literaute course, and one Journalism seminar. Of that entire list, the only ones I enjoyed were P.E. (’cause I like to swim), comparative lit, and the seminar. None of the technical courses appealed to me.

However, were they not appealing because they were difficult? Because it required more of my time than I was willing to give up? The thing is, I don’t really know for sure. There are so many different possibilities as to why this isn’t working for me.

Do I need a break from school? And if so, then will I be motivated to follow through with my major?

I’ve been thinking about changing majors. I’ve always loved helping people and listening to others’ problems to see if I can be of any help. Because of that, I told myself that if engineering didn’t follow through, I’d take up Psychology. But is it the right choice for me?

:saygrr: I wish I knew what I wanted.

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