Just Gone

10.09.07

Posted under: Thoughts

I saw it coming towards me. The light, that is. It came closer and closer and I knew… I just knew that this was the end.

But it wasn’t the first hit that did it; the second one took me out.

And I was floating, but it was a frantic kind of a float. I was looking for someone, for people actually. I was looking for comfort, for reassurance and those could only come from my family. I was looking for the unconditional love they have always given me, the one thing I never thought would falter.

But those short moments were so surreal; I wish that I had never woken up.

Because that was the closest I’ll ever feel to being dead.

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  1. Julie shouted:

    Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ 10:28 am GMT-8

    Say what? What hit you? Are you ok?

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  2. Mari commented:

    Thursday, September 13, 2007 @ 11:17 am GMT-8

    Was that a dream?

    Wow, Maria. That was probably quite the amazing dream…

    It’s funny…everyone seems to imagine we’ll know or feel anything when we die…Mari’s always imagined it’s just nothing. No realizing we’re dead, just simple nonexistance.

    Mari likes Maria’s version of death better.

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