And The Music Hits Again

29.02.08

Posted under: Blog365, Relationships

I am really bad at cheering myself up. This time, I’m relating myself to Usher’s song, “Moving Mountains.” Here’s the part that first took me down:

I lost my way, she said she’d stay
And lately I’ve been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before a hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you said that, baby no worries I promise to get us back
I know sorries, just wouldn’t do it,
Her heart is obliterated, I”m trying to travel through
But it’s like moving mountains…
It’s like moving mountains…
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain, washes progress away
It’s like moving mountains…

It’s been six months now. The other day, I was talking to a coworker since she was also going through some relationship problems and she said that if the relationship lasted over six months, it takes twice as long as the relationship to completely get over the person. Now, the key word in that is “completely” I believe, but there are some cases in which that’s not true. The last one, DL, lasted about a year and a half and well, it’s not going take me three years to get over him. In fact, it took me the last three months of our relationship for me to get over him.

(Okay, that was a bit harsh, but true, nonetheless)

I know that I keep saying that I’m still waiting, but I just don’t know what to do here. I try to meet new people when I get the change, but, it just doesn’t work out for me somehow. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, or rather, I don’t know how to do anything right now. In class, I wrote a letter that I will never send. Why? Well, partly because the documentaries we were watching were boring as hell and two, just to see what thoughts I could put on paper. Of course, he’ll never see it. I’m shredding it as soon as I tear it out of my notebook. But still, I wrote it anyway.

Damn you Usher. Then again, I could say the same for Leona Lewis and Ashanti…

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Jessica expressed:

Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 9:06 am GMT-8

That’s probably the suckiest thing about music. It reminds you of things that you don’t wish to be reminded of, but it’s not as if you need to be reminded.

As for getting over the relationship, you’ll get over it when you’re meant to get over it. Don’t worry about someone else’s time table. *hugs*
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Julie answered:

Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 6:41 pm GMT-8

You gotta turn off the music, listening to songs that express how you feel just make it worse for some reason. Unfortunately, getting over someone that meant a lot just takes a lot of time. Just take care of yourself and keep yourself busy with positive things. *hugs*
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Nicole responded:

Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 12:35 am GMT-8

Just don’t stress anything and let time heal the wounds.
Sometimes it just helps to accept that it hurts and one day you will wake up and the pain’s gone.
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rowmel shouted:

Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 10:01 pm GMT-8

Music is essential to me, I agree with what the others said before me, that’s why I listen to a lot of music, haha.

I’m still not over my first girlfriend… it’s been like four years? It really sucks cause I compare all girls I’ve been with and (hopefully not anymore) the girls I attempt to talk to with her. There’s a lot of songs that remind me of her, but there are many songs that don’t, I thank God that there are different kinds of music out there.
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