Beginning of a New Season (4)

02.12.08

Posted under: Life

It’s been about a year after the meltdown I had. And despite everything that’s happened since then, from my continuation of staying his friend even when I knew it would hurt to my having to tell my parents that I was $6,500 in debt (not including loans), everything seems okay.

I’ll admit, it’s been tough, but without all the trials and tribulations that I had to go through, I wouldn’t be who I am today, whoever that may be. I know that I’ve still got things to work on, but with time, and only with time, do I pray that they will get better.

The boyfriend and I split a while ago and although it sucked, I was able to keep my head on my shoulders. I did a much better job of composing myself this time than I did last time, that’s for sure. Even though a part of me wants to run back, I know that I can’t invest my emotions and any more of my heart into someone who’s not right for me, no matter how good it feels.

Overall, I’m doing better and I’m excited for a new beginning next semester. It will be busy as all hell, but I’m anxious. Hopefully it won’t get any busier though; I’m on the verge of failing a class and if I fail, I’ll have to retake it next semester, on top of everything else that I need and want to do.

What are your favorite things about the holiday season?

I love the smell of the cold. I hate feeling the cold, but I love smelling it. And at least for now, I love the break from school. I want to go ice skating again!

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Michael Aulia stated:

Tuesday, December 2, 2008 @ 8:56 pm GMT-8

Glad to hear how you’ve become a much better person from the trials and tribulations in the past. It certainly isn’t easy to go past through them!

Summer is coming (so it’s the opposite to where you live) and yeah.. hot-dry weather and lots of flies don’t really make a lovely holiday here unfortunately
Michael voiced:

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 @ 6:09 pm GMT-8

Time is the key for everything, I suppose. You’re growing up as a person.
Nile shouted:

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 @ 8:44 pm GMT-8

Debt can be overwhelmingly stressful. My folks always say that as long as you pay a little here and there, you should not have a problem with creditors. I do not have much anymore to pay off… my car only has 1700 to pay off on it…. so that makes me very happy.

It is hard to maintain a relationship…you either do or it maintains you. “Always remember number one.” – my father says that. Since my divorce it has been something that has worked.

I hope you do not fail the class…it is a pain to take over.

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My favorite thing is the food. Give me greenbean casserole and mashed potatoes as a present, I would probably be satisfied. Well, and not to forget the egg nog!
Julie responded:

Thursday, December 4, 2008 @ 4:45 am GMT-8

I’m glad that you’re feeling better overall, despite all the sadness you’ve gone through. *huggles*